Wednesday, August 26, 2009
It's a matter of when, how, and why.
As the saying goes, "You lose some, You gain some."
I agree to a certain extent that one is unable to get the best of both worlds.
I've lost before, and I've gained. So I can't complain.
It happens, therefore it's not like I can prevent or stop. It's all part & parcel of life, isn't it?
But each time it happens, it only sets me wondering if it's my fault, yet again. Asking myself thousands of questions that there is a high probability of me not being able to answer any of those. Okay, 1 or 2 perhaps?
I tried to psycho myself into believing that it couldn't always be me.
I gave in, when it doesn't work, I let go.
Then if I tried doing something, it still doesn't work, then I give up.
And blamed myself for being such lousy. Whatever that comes after, it never fails to break me.
Like I said, I could never understand your actions, your words, and the trustworthiness.
Just one question:
Isn't trust the utmost important thing in a relationship?
If your answer is yes, then ask:
Do we even possess that factor in the first place?
XOXO, S @ 2:56 AM.
