♥

Friday, October 23, 2009

There comes a time when you finally get tired of the things around you.

Then, is that the limit?

I'm always trying to keep things the way they are, reluctant to change and move on.

I always like the used-to-be/s that never came back.

This year hasn't been good to me.

Earlier this year, I was still hanging out with this very good friend of mine. When school got busy, we still tried to meet. But as time goes by, the number of times we meet, I can count using just one hand. And slowly, we even stopped talking. Now?

We're strangers.

I hate the way how fragile friendships can be. In a manner that I don't know what went wrong and the next thing I know, it snaps.

How many friends can you really count on? I know I have a few, and I believe that I have them as real.

It's amazing how emotions play one's heart and mind. Mind games, they are. Which stirs you all over and then spit you in some chute you never wanted to be in.

Catch you there when you fall, that's my belief of what friends are for. Be it good or bad, they stand by you. They ensure that you don't get bullied, that you get a good guy who hopefully doesn't cheat on you, and assures you that you can fall on them when you're down?

This world is full of people who wears masks. It depends when, and how you wear them.

It drains me out having to pretend to beings. Yet this is what happens in the real world, isn't it?

Which is why, people change with their surroundings, too.

You change, I change, the globe changes with every second.

The used-to-be friends became no more, then we start making new friends, get attached and have our own life.

XOXO, S @ 9:39 PM.