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Thursday, March 18, 2010

You know what's so wrong with me?

It's that I'm such a procrastinating queen.

A month has passed in a snap, & here I am sitting on my bed typing this entry with the exams over, school's over, so what now?

3 years in NYP, remembering there I was whining & dreading for school. Now that I'm done there, I dread the end of it. How contrary huh? Despite the long journey to-and-fro, I enjoyed my time there, it were awesome, it was where it made me.

I was given time to think about what I wanna do. I had so much time. I could have easily decide to go where if it was back in the years of secondary going on tertiary. But look, now's Uni. No more easy peepsy, no more bumming around. We're all grown ups, it's a head-start to adulthood.

School or Work, I HAVE TO CHOOSE.

I can work now, study later.

Or study now, work later.

Or study & work.

I don't understand what I want, I don't understand what I should do now.

I'm.......................... feeling so lost.

I need help.

FML.

XOXO, S @ 12:48 AM.